February 23, 2022

Job 42: 5, 6 (NIV)

“My ears had heard of you but now my eyes have seen you. Therefore I despise myself and repent in dust and ashes.”

God can turn burning shame into a holy flame.*

When I started high school, “everyone” talked about one teacher and this disgusting thing she did when she thought no one was looking. I honestly didn’t believe it until one day as I was passing by her classroom . . . So now I am a believer. I didn’t despise myself for my unbelief, as Job expresses here, but I did feel a little bad for thinking my friends were just being mean.

Job has had to suffer a lot to get to this “seeing is believing” stage. God hasn’t really revealed any new information to him but Job’s experience has brought him face to face with God.* What he knew about God before was second-hand knowledge. Now, he hasn’t just heard about God; he knows him.

What do you know about God? Have you heard about him? Are you acquainted with him because you have friends in common? Knowing about God isn’t the same as knowing him personally. Like Job, you have to draw near to God for yourself. When your eyes are opened to how incomplete your knowledge has been, you, too, will realize your need for repentance. As you spend time in God’s Word and in prayer, you will begin to know God – to develop a relationship with him – and to see the shallowness of your former understanding of him. Perhaps some dust and ashes will help set the mood!

We expect a deep and transformative relationship with God to come upon us magically, without planning and preparation, without attending to the means of grace, and without attention to formative disciplines like prayer, scripture study, and self-denial.*

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“Followers in most religions have no personal relationship with their deities.”*