Years
ago, I worked as a bank teller. One day, the head teller asked if one of us
would like to take on some added responsibility. No promotion, no title, and no
more money except when the longer hours led to a little overtime. The only
interested party was the newest girl on the line - who was not well-liked by her co-workers. When
the others started to whine and gripe behind her back about, “who does she
think she is,” I, who did not like her either, defended her. I said, “None of
us wanted that job so we have nothing to complain about.” I was oblivious to
the animosity this provoked in my fellow tellers until one of them came to me and
said something along the lines of, “I don’t care what they all say; you were
right.”
The
Apostle Paul was not one to keep silent when a truth needed to be expressed. We
may love his words today but my guess is there was a lot of grumbling among his
fellow Christians. Unlike me, Paul seems to be aware of his unpopularity. He,
like the young lady in my story, was the new kid – and he came with a bloody
past. How many of us could preach and teach with such confidence and authority
if we were toting his baggage? We want
people to like us. We know that shooting the messenger never goes out of style.
How did Paul overcome his insecurities - and will it work for us?
Paul’s
conversion on the road to Damascus was dramatic and abrupt but I don’t think
the rest of his spiritual development occurred overnight. What we read about
him mostly reveals the finished product, but he gives us clues that reveal that
his struggles weren’t all that different from ours. This means that we, too,
have the potential to be spiritual giants. We just have to be willing to suffer
(Acts 9: 16) and surrender (Romans 12: 1) and trust God to supply all our needs
(Philippians 4: 19). And to love Jesus more than our own comfort and
convenience (II Corinthians 5: 14).
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